Thursday, March 29, 2007

Goodbye my loyal friend.....

I had a friend... mark the word had... ... so my frnd... we were best friends... she was always by my side... wherever i went... with me... helping me... hurting me... guiding me... scolding me... all emotions... emotions of every kind... she knew them all.. every color on my face... the first to be there when i need comfort... the first to be there to share my joy... how many times i drenched her in my tears... and how many times i spent hours laughing... those beautiful moments i spent... i just loved her... i never thought i wud have to leave her.... it never even occured to me... until one day i realised... that i never cared for her... that she was losing it... she wont survive much longer... i had to let her go... she was in a pathetic condition... tortured n raped every day for the past one year and three months... battered by blows... those drops... those moments when i vent my frutstration out on her... those numerous moments when i hurt her out of my simple carelessnes... but she had withstood it all... she had never said a word... cried in silence... i opened my eyes... saw all the torture i had given her... all i put her through.. all the time it was i n i n i... so selfcentered.. i never gave a damn abt her... i always thought she was there for me anyway... but then time has come.. she is near her end... i din want her to go through the whole process of death.. i couldnt wait for the painful day when she can no longer go on... so.................. call it euthanasia.... call it cruelity... call it mercy... call it whatever... but i had to do it.....i had to grant her nirvana... after all that she has done for me... this was the least i cud do for her....
and thats what i did...i left her... but then i cudnt do without her... n cudnt do with her... so i got a replacement... of course i had to pay a price in the bargain... bargain of letting her go and getting a replacement... the price was Rs 2,200... and i got a new 'best friend'... she is pretty cool.. and i have decided to be nicer to her... i love her... but i still gotta get to know her better... her name NOKIA 2310